careless and empty

Veröffentlicht: August 25, 2009 in Gedanken, Gefühle
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Not that I cared. Not that I should have had. Not even that I thought about it. That wasn’t me. Something, something unvisible was around, near me, above me, pressing the thick air towards my brain and my lungs, and made me suffocate. I gasped and tried to flee, I couldn’t see, the view was blurred. I couldn’t think clearly, I couldn’t think at all. That something was now smashing itself against my head, I heard dull thuds and felt some sticky burnt-rubber-like liquid melting my hair, flooding my back. I tried to scream but not a sound came out, I shivered. And then, I sunk, as the thick emptiness attacked again, it pressed against my ribs, my heart, I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t feel. I fell, and now, defeated, rackless on the ground, a wrack, I thought an only thought, a lonely thought. Maybe. Maybe I did care.

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